Well, today was today.
And today is good. Today I realized the person I was before (from yesterday all the way back to the embryo) is not the person I am now. I have been slowly evolving into this person as Nosnor and he is ready to come out. I am a Christian. I have a beautiful girlfriend. I am a little monster, one of Lady Gaga's most devoted. I love my family. I am working as hard I can in school, and to keep myself healthy. I am becoming a better swimmer. I feel good today.
Whenever I need a restart like this, I just take a deep breath and remember what I am supposed to be. I do it all the time. I do it when I am stressed, or angry, or if I am acting immaturely. If I am being hard headed, or if I need to recompose myself. However, it is a very noticeable breath. The only issue with me doing it is that the culture of the Untied States has made a deep breathe a sign of disdain. It means 'upset' or 'angry, but trying to hide it, but I still want you to know that I'm angry.' There are tons of things like this in US culture, that are given stereotypical connotations, and it sucks for those who think freely, unbounded from what culture expects.
Obviously, other cultures in the world have issues like this as well. Crossing your arms while in conversation in Japan would be interpreted as rude, because it indicates that you are bored. But that is Japan, and the rest of the world. Lets focus on the United States, because with the elasticity that this culture has, we can make a difference in this country, where we live. And then it may spread to other countries, the world. But for now, lets keep it simple.
Love and Art,
NosnoЯ
P.S. Not all of my posts will be this intense or trying to be revolutionary, I very likely will also post interesting stories of my life, or just write about myself or I may promote something or an idea. Not that this article was revolutionary. After all, it is just breathing. The basic goal of this blog is to get people to think. I want people to start thinking about who/what they are and why, and if they like that person, and help them to change it.
